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꧁𝐊𝐀𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐀 12꧂
𝐆𝐋𝐘𝐃𝐄𝐋 𝐏𝐎𝐕
Nagising ako dahil sa sinag ng araw at habang nag-uunat ako ay naaalala ko na naman ang nangyari sa amin ni Roswell sinuko ko na ang bataan ko sa kanya. Geeezzzzz!
Mga alas-dose ako ng hating gabi ng umuwi ako sa sarili kung condo, dahil pumunta lang naman ako sa condo niya dahil miss na miss ko na siya. Matagal na kaya noong nagkabonding at nag-uusap kaming dalawa lang.
Kahit nahihirapan akong tumayo ay kailangan kong umalis sa lugar na ito. I was scared because I know that he don’t have feeling to me. He just said the magic word it because he get what he want from me. Saklap!
Sinuot ko ang aking mga saplot tapos dahan dahan akong naglakad dahil alerrr masakit po ang nasa pagitan ng legs ko. Kaya dahan dahan lang mashaket kasi eh. Like inararo ng sandamakmak na tractor. Bakit kasi ang laki-laki ng kanya, akala ko ba bakla siya huhuhu.
Okay! back to normal ayon nga nagising ako sa sinag ng araw at pagkakita ko sa orasan ko oh shit 5:00 Am. na pala ang haba ng tulog ko. Kaya pala nagrereklamo na ang mga alaga ko sa loob ng aking tiyan. Kaya I decided to get up.
When I enter to condo nagdiretso ako my bathroom to do my rituals morning. At para din maibsan ang sakit na aking nadarama ngayon dahil sa kagagahan ko kagabi. Masakit pero kailangan kung tiisin dahil ginusto ko naman ang nangyaring ito.
Sorry na baby ko
Wag ka nang magtampo
Ano man nagawa ko
Sanay patawarin mo
Sorry na baby ko
Wag ka nang magtampo
Oooohh mahal kita
Namimiss ko na ang I love you
Kanta ko habang naliligo ako. Ang sarap ng tubig na tumatama sa aking katawan refreshing ang peg ika nga. Pero habang nababasa ang buo kung katawan ay sumasakit ang aking perlas like what the hell! Kaya binilisan ko nalang ang pagligo dahil hindi ko na kaya ang sakit na aking nararamdaman.
When I get out from the bathroom I was shocked because the boy who get my virginity is here. Staring at me with anger. I didn’t do anything why he looking at me like that. At bakit nandito siya sa harapan ko I thought tulog na tulog siya ng iwan ko sa loob ng Condo niya.
“A-ano g-ginagawa m-mo d-dito b-bakla?”-sabi ko kahit nauutal ako at medyo natatakot sa itim na aura na pumapalibot sa kanya. Habang nakatingin siya sa akin. ‘Yung tingin na matutunaw dahil titig na titig siya sayo. The way I walk ay pinapanuod niya.
“What I’m doing here, fuck! I was worried when I wake up your not in my side, I was mad because I think your not here, I was worried baka tinakbuhan mo ako, but when I heard you inside the bathroom I feel relieve because my negative thinker is on, I don’t want, ayaw ko na, na pati ikaw ay mawala, ‘yung tipong mawalan na naman ako ng dalawang pinakakamahal na babae at ikaw mawawala rin, no I can’t, hindi ko na kaya Gly, hindi ko na kaya kung ikaw ay mawawala sa piling ko, mababaliw na ako ng tuluyan, do you know Gly, you changed me you changed everything about me, the gay to man, ang lalaking malambot ay naging tigasin na ngayon because I want to protect you. Hindi ako makakapayag na mas war freak at mas malakas ang magiging asawa ko,”-mahabang lintantiya niya sa akin. But I don’t know what to say, I—I just hug him tight because I thought we don’t have same feeling. He love’s me, and I love him too, so much!
“Shhhh. I will never leave you remember that. So, stop crying you look ugly na bakla na,”-natatawang sabi ko sa kanya dahil binibiro ko lang siya para tumawa siya kahit papaano.
“Who’s gay, hayst! you want me to show you that I’m not gay anymore, gusto mong ipaalala ko sayo kung gaano ka umungol sa tuwing nasa loob mo ako, habang tinatawag mo ang aking pangalan na gusto mo pa, gusto mong gawin natin iyon huh!”-sabi niya sa akin tsaka niya ako hinalikan sa aking mga labi na puno ng pagmamahal. Pero ako ay pulang-pula na dahil sa mga pinagsasabi niya.
“So, official na ba tayo?”-alanganing tanong ko sa kanya ng maghiwalay ang mga labi namin. Pero ang mga nuo namin ay magkadikit parin.
“Yeah, your are mine, and I’m yours baby, dahil noong una kitang makita I know na ikaw na nga,”-sabi niya sa akin tapos kinindatan pa ako. Oh that endearment na tinatawag niya sa akin it’s make me crazy.
“Pero kwento mo na sa akin kong sino si Samantha Flores Hidalgo,”-pangungulit na sabi ko sa kanya tsaka hinawakan niya lang ang aking kamay tapos hinawakan niya ang aking mukha para magkatitigan kami.
“Okay it’s time to tell you everything,”-sabi niya kaya nakatitig din ako sa kanya. Habang hinihintay ang mga sasabihin niya tungkol sa babae.
ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎ᴥ︎︎︎
𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐏𝐎𝐕
I’m so fucking happy because the girl who enter to my life is the girl who changed me, ang nagpabalik sa pagiging lalaking-lalaki ko. Yes! I was mad, worried when I didn’t see her when I wake up because I thought she left me too. But when I enter to her condo I heard her in her own bathroom so I feel relief. Hayst! this girl really make me insane.
Yes! I confess to her about my feeling last night and now, what should I do, I really love her more than Samantha my first love. I love her because she make me insane thinking about her. She make me laugh, she make smile etc. Now we are official. The girl that I wish to get by hook and by crook is officially mine now, only mine.
“Pero kwento mo na sa akin kong sino si Samantha Flores Hidalgo,”-sabi niya kaya kinuha ko ang dalawa niyang kamay tsaka ko hinawakan ang kaniyang mukha para mag eye to eye kami dahil it’s time to tell my first love.
“Okay is time to tell you everything,”-I said but nag decide ako na pumunta kami sa sementeryo and she agreed for that. So when we reach in the cemetery. Pinagsiklop ko ang aming mga kamay habang papunta kami sa puntod ni Samantha.
“Hey! love this is Glydel, my girl. Anyway I’m sorry if have someone knocking to my heart again 4 years that my life become miserable but now I’m happy. Thank you for giving me a changed to love, to live in this beautiful world. I mean giving me a sign that the girl in front of you is the one I love the most. Because your the one who make me smile before but now you’re gone, and I hope your happy now, look at me kung nasaan kaman ngayon I’m happy now like you want me to do. And I found it, I found the girl who make me back from my down falls, the gay miserable become happy man,”-sabi ko sabay upo sa puno kong saan tinanim ko noon sa puntod niya.
So before that I told everything about Samantha, sinabi ko ang lahat lahat kong sino si Samantha masaya ako dahil nakikinig naman siya sa akin.
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I was walking when I saw a girl crying. Umiiyak sa lilim ng puno. Kaya I decided to ask her what her problem.
“Hey, what’s wrong?”-sabi ko sa kanya but shes smile at me at swipe her tears.
“Nothing!”-she answered so I sat beside her. Nagkwekwentohan kami, nag-uusap until one day I confess to her that Im falling inlove with her, and she have same feeling too. I was just 11 years old that time and she’s 9 years old.
Where happy, ang saya saya namin dahil nga nagmamahalan kami. Jealous and fight are part of our relationship but it changed when may mga armadong lalaking umagaw ng atensyon ko yes I was a Gangster back then with my cousins before and not a Mafia.
I can’t do anything but to cry because when they near me my mom run to me. And in to my shocked! they rape my own mother in front of me, before they killed my first lady, my first love. I was so dump trash that day.
After 5 week I was asleep and in our mansion when I heard boom. And I run outside and I saw my grandmother died. So my life become miserable my life become pieces until I become gay.
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“That what happened, Samantha Flores Hidalgo is my mom, And I looking for my girlfriend when I was young but she’s here beside me now,”- I said and I just feel that she hug me tight with tears.
So I hug her back and kiss her forehead we stay here until 7:00 Pm. before we decided to go home. Now my life complete again. At alam kung masaya na ang aking ina at ang aking lola kung na saan man silang dalawa. At sana gabayan nila kami hanggang dulo ng aming buhay.
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