Diary Of A Nymphomaniac

WAKAS

Wakas

(AN: This will be the last chapter of Diary of a Nymphomaniac. I hope that you will also visit the second book of it entitled Draw A Love, just check my profile and add it on your library. Thank you for supporting all throughout the story, everything is well-appreciated. Thank you for loving Priya and My baby Altus. I hope you all the best! Happy new year, everyone! Lovelots. This is the ENDING.)

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It’s been 4 years since that day I saw her, I found her. Yes, I found her in my bar drunk and wasted. She was lonely and mad, miserable yet beautiful. She was broken way back then, her make-up is smudged and her eyes were fluffy, but I found her in that way beautiful and unique. I can’t get my eyes of her in that spur of moment I was fucking horny yet so in love when I laid my eyes on her.

Wearing a dashing silk red fitted dress, it shows how beautiful her flawless back is, it can make any man drool and highly erect all the time. The sudden jolt of pain and irritation went through my veins as I saw one of my employees, that bartender was fucking hitting her but because she’s too preoccupied she doesn’t seem to care about his motives on her.

I was sitting here all alone, eyeing her intently. Well, I owned this bar and this is my kind of hobby. My price possession in life, well I guessed I saw my real priced possession. I sip at my drink as she stood there, head hell-high, she even walked graciously and sophisticatedly, she’s fucking drunk and tipsy but she can manage. I guessed that she’s used to this.

Hindi na ako nakapagpigil pa ng may makitang lalaking lumapit sa kanya. Fuck, this is what happens when some dicks are freaking horny all the way here. Tumikhim ako at tinignan ang babaeng nasa harapan ko na, hindi kalayuan sa aking posisyon ay nakitang ngumiti siya bago inangat ang kamay sa ere. I smiled because of the sudden jolt of excitement in her movements, man I’m going crazy.

“I… I’m so sorry man, but my pussy isn’t available for the moment”

Laglag ang panga ng lalaking nasa kanyang harapan, ganun din ako ngunit nakabawi din sa wakas, she flips her curls and walked passed by the man. I smirked, she’s one hell of a hyena. I even followed her outside so I can see if she’s alright, right after that I saw her with another girl but I think that suddenly I fell for a stranger. She’s not usual in my bar, so I don’t seem to know her.

Agad kong kinuha ang aking cellphone at nai-dial agad ang numero ng taong kailangan ko sa mga oras na ganito. Putangina sumagot kang manyakol ka.

“For goodness sake A, it’s fucking 2 in the morning and fucking getting sleep—”

I cut Volmintus off, yeah. He’s a douche and he’s my bestfriend we shared the same name. Volmintus. He sighed heavily I spat and silently watched as her car droved fast, far away from me.

“I need you to find a woman” He chuckled on the other line.

“Fuck A, are you smitten? No more babes on your bed huh? I’m jealous right now, that should be me!” He joked and burst into laughter.

“Damn you, do what I ask” Yun na ang sinabi ko at agad na ibinaba ang tawag. I should find you.

Year has passed since I saw that girl and still I can’t take a grip of myself. Ni hindi na nga ako nambababae which is actually not normal when it comes to this kind of things. Napakamot ako sa aking ulo habang nakaupo sa aking swivel chair. Nasa kompanya ako ngayon ay inaayos ang gusot na ginawa ng aking kapatid na si Third. She even fucking wasted 3.2 billion in a week for her caprices. Imbes na ang kapatid kong si Second, Aissen ang namromroble sa bagay na ito ay ako ang namromroblema.

Masama ang tingin ko sa papel na nasa aking harapan. It’s all filed up. Damn it. Ano ba kasi ang ginagawa ng isang iyon sa Palawan at hindi pa din makauwi hanggang ngayon? Damn it—natigil ako sa pag-iisip ng bumukas ang pinto at iniluwa si L, ang kapatid ni Volmintus. He glared at me and raised a brow.

Buti nalang at hindi namana ng kapatid niya ang pagiging tahimik ng isang ito. Tumikhim ako kaya naman lumapit siya sa table ko at ibinigay sa akin ang isang brown envelope. Agad kong pinagkunutan siya ng noo pero umiling lamang siya at lumabas na ng aking opisina.

I opened the envelope and it was like cupid struck it’s fucking dildo on my heart that it beats so fast. Pranpriya Agustine Stalani.. 27 years old, graduate of Physical Therapist and now a 3rd year resident and still learning. 11013 Heaven Way Condominium. Single.

Fuck, this is so real. She’s a fucking doctor and fuck that I’m older than her, it’s okay she’s just 27 while I’m 29. That’s not a big difference afterall.

I stalked her and everything that one day she bumped into my office and fuck the hell out of me. I make love to her that night, she’s fucking great, beautiful and sweet, she’s way too illegal she’s an enchantress under my pants. She even did things that I have dreamt of!

Everything went wrong, she even pushed me away, she even split up with me. I never seen her for months because she’s avoiding me then one day it struck me that she’s pregnant all the way there I stalked her and fucking legit, it’s my fucking baby. I even dig up some things for her. She’s a fucking maniac. I don’t know if the child is mine but I do believe that she’s inlove with me while we’re fucking each other. I feel her!

We went through ups and downs damn I can’t accept the fact that she’s been seducing mans! Fucking idiot.

Naging mahirap sa akin ang lahat lahat. I was so clever to endorse marriage to her. She even reasoned things about her not loving me and so on. But for that I knew that she was lying from the start. I pushed the marriage after confirming that she’s pregnant with my child.

It was a memorable day to me when she already said yes to me. She was ready letting me hold for the end of my days. She was my nightmare yet may daydream. I never knew that loving her would be this kind of risky and I’m at stake of everything.

But right then naramdaman ko na may kakaiba sa kanya, na may balak siyang gawin na iba. Pero pinagsawalang bahala ko na ang lahat lahat dahil ayokong mag-isip ng sobra dahil nga sa ngayon ang pinaka-iintay kong araw. Ang araw na kung saan magiging akin na talaga siya ng tuluyan. It was spontaneous and magically for me.

Napangiti ako ng makita ang chopper kung saan siya nakasakay, wearing the wedding gown I brought for her. Tinapik ako ng kaibigan ko kaya naman tinapunan ko siya saglit ng tingin at muling ibinalik ang mga mata sa pababang chopper sa aming harapan. Here she comes, Altus.

“I’m wondering kung nagayuma mo ba ang pakakasalan mo?” he said while tapping my shoulders, I shrugged at him. “Pinagiisipan ko pa nga na si L muna ang mag-aasawa bago ako—”

“So you’re planning to be a granny when you finally settled down?” pang-aasar ng kapatid niya sa kanya.

“Baka nga hindi ka na makabuo sa ganoong lagay” I laughed, nakitawa din ang kanyang kapatid.

“Dude, it’s fine may 20 or more na nga akong panganay” Biro niya pa.

“That—”

“What the hell?”

Naibalik ko ang tingin sa harapan kung saan naroon ang aking Mama at aking Lola even Jennie went to them. Hindi na ako nakapag-intay pa at agad na akong lumapit sa kanila. Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko nang makita ang ibang babae na bumababa sa chopper. Maingat kong sinuri ang chopper na binabaan nila ito ang chopper na pinili ko, siya din ang driver na kinuha ko para kumuha sa babaeng pinakamamahal ko. Pero ibang babae ang nakasakay duon at hindi siya.

She was flustered and a little anxious dahil sa kanyang nakikita. Nagkunot ang noo ko, nasaan si Priya? Hindi na nakapaghintay pa ang kanyang kaibigan at nagsisigaw sigaw pa. She was hysterical by that time. Na kahit ako ay hindi matanggap ang lahat lahat sa akin. She was dead, my baby and my child is dead. Hindi ako makapaniwala kaya hanggang ngayon ay hinahanap hanap ko siya.

Dalawang taon na ang nakalipas, ganun pa din ako miserable at patuloy pa din ang paghahanap sa kanya. Hindi ako tumigil ni isang araw hindi ako napagod dahil alam kong buhay na buhay pa siya at ramdam na ramdam ko. I even attached myself to her sister so I can get news from her. Pero ang kapatid niya ay masyadong malihim kaya naman mas lalong naging mahirap sa akin ang lahat lahat.

I was wearing a tuxedo, aattend ako ng Golden Anniversary ng mga Stalani. Ngayon ko lang napagtanto ang lahat na anak pala siya ng mga Stalani, na siya ang panganay na anak ng pamilyang ito at naglayas dahil sa nasasakal siya sa kanyang mga magulang. She was smart and everything na kahit na sila na mismo ang nagsabing patay na talaga ang kanilang panganay ay hindi parin ako makapaniwala.

Nakatulala ako habang hawak hawak ang litrato niya, she was smiling from ears to ears, napalingon ako ng tumunog ang aking cellphone. Oenone is calling for goodness sake. This brat is really something.

“Hello?” She beamed excitedly.

“I’m on my way, I’ll see you on the venue”

“Okay, take care”

Alam kong mali na gamitin ang kapatid niya upang makita at mahanap siya pero ito lang ang daan para makita ang babaeng pinaka aasam asam ko. Napapikit ako at agad na umalis ng aking opisina. I can’t get my mind straight so far. Once I get her, we’ll runaway and I’ll scape. We would live far far away. Hindi na ako papayag na mawala pa siya sakin. I’m fucking smitten to her that I do so much stupidity in life.

Nang makarating ako sa venue ay naparami ng tao, I searched the ocean of people. I can’t see her, damn hindi ba siya pupunta sa anniversary nang mga magulang niya. I have this hope na talagang buhay pa siya pero kalahati ng sarili ko ang nagsasabi sa akin na patay na ngang talaga siya.

“L, bakit ka tumawag nandito ako sa—”

“Kuya! Your bride is fucking alive..” he murmured that made me jolt up. My eyes narrowed because of the sudden news. Nanuyo ang lalamunan ko dahil sa ibinalita niya. “She’s in Sorsogon, you might bumped to her.. kagagaling niya lang ng America sa loob ng dalawang taon kuya. You must find her.”

“T-thank you, L”

“I’ll widen my search, para mas mapabilis ang lahat.”

Natulala ako sa sinabi niya na kahit pagpatay sa tawag niya ay hindi ko na nagawa pa. Hindi ko alam kung sisisgaw ba ako dahil sa tuwa o galit dahil nandito siya sa Sorsogon at nagtatago lamang sa akin, ang dami kong gustong itanong sa kanya na bakit niya ako iniwan gayong handa naman akong ibigay sa kanya ang lahat lahat ng meron ako, na bakit pinilit niyang lumayo sa akin eh alam niya naman na tanggap ko siya at hindi ko kayang mawala siya sa akin. Hindi ko siya maintindihan, ito ba ang kapalit ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya? Ang pagiging mailap niya sa akin, hinahabol ko na ang oras ko ang oras naming dalawa at kapag nagkita kaming muli ay hindi na ako makapapayag na mawala pa lahat ng paghihirap ko sa mga oras na ito.

Natutuwang itinughaw ko ang aking ulo. Sa di kalayuan ay may isang babaeng nakatingin sa akin na para bang gulat na gulat siya. Hindi ko siya ganoong makita ng maayos dahil sa mga nagdadaanang tao. She was shocked and I’m so sure of that, she’s wearing a dress and she’s so thin, mukhang may sakit siya pero nagawa niya pa ding pumunta dito.

Then, I felt a tiny hands on my shoulders, it caresses me. Hindi ko magawang tanggalin ang mata ko sa babae sa di kalayuan namin dahil hanggang ngayon ay nakatingin parin siya sa akin at binabantayan ang aking kilos, lumipat ang kanyang mga mata sa babaeng nasa aking tabi kaya naman tinapuan ko ng panadaliang tingin si Domo at muling ibinalik ang tingin ko sa kanya.

“Altus, I was searching for you! Ang tagal mo! Nagtatampo na ang mga matanda sa loob!” She laughed at that, ngumiti lamang ako sa kanya, at muling ibinalik ang mga mata sa babae.

Nagpunas siya ng mukha at agad na umalis, hahabulin ko pa sana siya ngunit hindi ko na nagawa dahil sa mga press na nasa aming harapan, all because Domo is a superstar and I’m still a fucking bachelor. Hindi na dapat pa akong magtagal sa mga oras na ito dahil nasa Sorsogon lamang si Priya I need to see her, to feel her, to touch her and to love her.

“Domo can we ask some questions to you regarding with Mr. Mercadi?” Nakangiting sabi ng isang reporter, magsasalita n asana ako ngunit naunahan na ako ng babae sa aking tabi.

“No. You can’t ask questions. Kitang kita naman kung anong meron kami hindi ba?” Ngumiti si Domo at hinatak na ako papasok sa loob.

Tumikhim muna ako at binawi ang aking braso na hawak hawak niya, napatigil siya sa panandalian kong kilos at muling ngumiti sa akin. Now she’s using her angelic face.

“I need to go” I uttered.

“Pero kararadating mo lang? Why, is everything alright?”

“Priya is in Sorsogon, right now I must find her” Umatras ako ngunit agad niya akong hinatak pabalik. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin dahil sa kanyang ginawa.

“What are you talking about? Ate is dead, you are just… just it’s a fake news okay? Let’s greet mom and dad—” She pleaded and smiled at me.

Hindi. Hindi ako naniniwala na patay na ang babaeng mahal na mahal ko buhay siya at pinaniniwalaan ko si L dahil sa sinabi niya pag nalaman ni Priya na nasa Sorsogon ako ay baka umalis at tumakas ng muli sa akin hindi ako makapapayag na mawalay pa siya sa akin.

“I’m sorry Oenone, but I need to see her”

“You can’t she was buried 2 years ago, ano pa bang hinahanap mo? I’m here ako nalang, please… Altus ako nalang—” She shake her head and muttered soft curses.

Dinilaan ko ang pang-ibabang labi ko at kinagat iyon. “Priya, is the only woman I loved the most I can’t replace her please don’t stop me from chasing my life, Oenone. I must look for her, I must find her.”

Hindi ko na siya inantay na magsalita pa at agad na umalis na agad. Ngunit ang boses niya ay hindi kumawala sa aking tainga.

“You will never be with her again! She’s gone, and you are left behind!” She screamed.

No, you are wrong. I am the one who left her behind. Iniwan ko siya sa pinakamasakit niyang mga araw, iniwan ko soya kung kailan kailangan niya ako ng sobra, I left her suffering from what I’ve done and she’s in pain because of all the things I’ve one. Now that I’m here to chase her, she’ll never be left out. I will mak the cosmos fall in my hands by crook or hook. She’s always mine and I’m claiming her.

You are now wanted: Pranpriya Agustine Stalani. 

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